Crazy?

C R A Z Y ?


People sometimes think I’m crazy.
Sometimes I don’t know if it’s true.

When you sit around all day and your world goes hazy

Apparently you are nothing but
c
r
a
z
y .

I spend my days locked in a room ..


Sometimes the fumes are too much to consume


I’m spinning around and around ..
hearing nothing but my own sweet sound.

Sometimes people don’t like me .. sometimes I don’t even l i k e myself …

As long as I get what I need to keep up with the speed.

They say I damaged my health
But when you
h
a
t
e yourself … who cares?


….when a line if formed … there’s no need to cross … but to take in …

For it .. I would give my limb …

It may be a s i n ..


But when I take my final blow .. I’ll fall from grace

My mom can’t even look at my face …. So I guess I already fell

Perhaps I’m going hell … that’s what they tell me anyways ….

When the force fines you …
it calls out …
you can’t escape …
no matter how hard you
try ..


Life sucks now …

Well .. It never changed really



I scared them all … they think I really fell of the deep
e
n
d

I told them it’s all in there head …


They think that if I keep going like this they’ll find me dead …

Like they care

As long as they get there green .. I get my white …



The substance that keeps me going .... my LOVE


Sometimes I think it’s not fair …

I’m a loyal consumer … then why do they do this to me?

I have marks on my body from the times I couldn’t pay ..



This isn’t right anymore
I can’t live like this any longer …


That Saturday … I had my last smell of f u n …

It was midnight …

I sat at my computer for an hour and typed my last work of art …


Some say it didn’t have to come to this …


But what they don’t know is …
It did …






It was finally at a end .. no more addictions … no more worries … no more of anything ..

+

Mom and Dad can be happy
now that their c r a z y
daughter is gone for good …





The End